Will Love Find A Way?
Author: Julicia
After The Tsunami--Chapter 1
Rated X
It was right after the tsunami when Whitney was pacing back and forth in Chad's Apartment. She didn't know what to do about Miles and what had happened last night with Chad. They had made love (Not really cause it's just sick. I call it plain sex.) on the table. The memory was killing her of how she could let something that horrible happen to her. I mean Chad is already Miles biological father and yet again he is her half brother. She wished she could have been anywhere but over Chad's during the tsunami. She stopped pacing and looked into Mile's Crib. He was fast asleep and it was still eating her up inside that she just had sex with her half brother. Chad was in the kitchen making something to eat. He was happy as ever. I mean he loved every bit of last night. No regrets at all. He picked up the two plates, one for Whitney, one for him and placed it on his table. Whitney looked over at the food disgustedly and turned her back towards Chad.
Chad started getting concerned so he walked over to Whitney.
"Aren't you hungry my love." Chad said to Whitney with a concerned look. Whitney just turned her back towards Chad and said, "I'm not really hungry, Chad."
"Are you sure? You need something on your stomach so you won't pass out or anything." Chad said walking in front of her.
"Would you do me a favor and just get the hell away from me. I don't feel like eating and I really don't feel like dealing with you." Whitney said with a tear coming down her face.
Chad embraced her but it was cut short from her pulling away from him. "Don't hold me like that Chad. We already did the worst possible thing last night and...." Whitney was cut off by Chad. "It wasn't the worst possible thing Whitney. Nothing is horrible about making love when two people love each other." That pushed Whitney to the edge.
"We are not in love Chad!!!! I can't be with you ever again!!!! It's just sick for you to still think and feel that way!!!" Whitney shouted with tears streaming down her face.
"Then we'll be sick together. I don't care what anybody says Whitney. I still love you and will always love you." Chad said cupping his hand to her face gently. She looked deep into his eyes and said, "We can't do this again Chad. We just can't." Chad looked deeply into her eyes and said, "Why can't we Whitney. We love each other." Whitney put her hand on his which was on her cheek. "You really think we can, Chad." Whitney said sadly. Chad leaned in closer to her and kissed her on the lips. The kiss began to get deeper and Chad pulled away and said, "Yes, I think we can and should." Chad started kissing Whitney again and backed her up against the wall. She started pulling his shirt off and he ran his hands through her long curly hair. She started unbuttoning his pants and pulling them down while Chad pulled off Whitney's shirt and unsnapped her bra. He started slowly licking her breast and sucking on her nipple. Whitney moaned and said, "I love you, Chad." Chad kneeled down so he could unbutton her pants.
Fox was on his way over to Chad's to check on Miles. He was thinking about last night and what had happened with Kay during the tsunami. That put a smile to his face as he ran up the stairs to Chad's Apartment. He stopped when he heard something down the hall. It sounded like Whitney. "I wonder what's going on." Fox said to himself. He walked closer to the door and peeked inside. He was heartbroken and shocked at what he had just seen. Whitney and Chad where against the wall having sex.
"I'm so glad you're really Mile's biological father." Whitney said. Chad smiled and continued thrusting into her. It was killing Fox. He just stood there and watched the whole thing with total shock and misery. Mile's wasn't his son. It tore him apart to see Whitney with Chad. He still loved Whitney even after she betrayed him and now she was having sex with her half brother, Chad.
They came to one last round and started putting on their clothes when Whitney looked up and saw Fox standing at the door. Her heart shattered into a million pieces. "Fox, I can explain." Whitney said with tears building up. Chad looked at Whitney and said, "Fox isn't here Whitney. Are you just practicing on what to say when he finds out that Mile's is really my son." Whitney walked closer to Fox. "Fox, I am so sorry."
Tears filled his eyes as he looked Whitney in the eyes. "How could you do this to me, Whitney. You used me and lied to me." Fox said sadly. Whitney walked closer to him where she was standing right in front of him. "How long have you been standing here."
"Long enough to see you two grind against the wall." Fox's stomach was feeling so sick that he felt like he had to puke. "I understand that your hurt, Fox, but you have to forgive me I did this for Miles." Whitney tried to hug Fox but he just pushed her away. "Don't even touch me Whitney. I hate you. I don't even know why I fell in love with you in the first place. Your just as sick as Chad and on top of that your a selfish conniving bitch." Whitney wanted to break down and cry but the only thing that was keeping her up was Chad's arms around her.
"Don't talk to Whitney like that. She doesn't deserve to be treated like that and you know it." Chad shouted. Fox shouted back. "What about me. How she treated me. She lied to me Chad and you. Unless you have some sick part in this." Whitney looked at Fox and said, "No, he didn't have anything to do with this. It was all me. I lied to you Fox." Whitney pulled away from Chad and walked up to Fox. "Can we talk alone, Fox?"
"There isn't anything for you to say that will change how I feel about you now." Fox shouted at her. She started crying harder as he turned and left her standing cold and lost. She turned towards Chad. "Chad, I can't be with you I'm sorry. I realized how much I love Fox and I cant ever hurt him like I just did."
"What makes you think that he will still want you Whitney. You lied to him and broke his heart." Chad shouted. Whitney just stared back at him and said. "He just has to forgive me for what I did. I have to go find him." Whitney ran out of the apartment and down the stairs in tears. She ran all the way to the dock and to the blue note. Still no Fox. So she decided she should go home and change and then continue to try and find Fox.
Meanwhile
Fox was in Kay's room and they were having sex on her bed. Fox had to get Whitney off of his mind because it hurt to bad to think about her with Chad and Miles not being his. Just then Whitney walked into the room. "Fox..." Whitney started to cry as she saw him with Kay. Fox and Kay both paused as they heard Whitney's voice. Fox looked over at Whitney and continued having sex with Kay. Kay screamed as Fox thrusted harder and harder. It tore Whitney apart. But she couldn't be to hurt because she had made love with Chad and lied to Fox over and over again. Whitney couldn't take watching them have sex so she climbed on the bed and tried to pull them apart but it was no use. Fox continued and Kay screamed Fox's name. "FOX, FOX, FOX, OH FOX!!!!!!
"FOX DON'T DO THIS TO ME. I LOVE YOU!!!!"
Finally they climaxed with Whitney screaming and crying in the background. Fox got off of Kay and started putting his shirt on. Kay just looked at Whitney with a grin on her face. "That was wonderful Fox. I never had sex like that in months." Kay said as she put her clothes on and walked over to her restroom to freshen up. Whitney looked at Fox with red teary eyes. "Fox, I'm sorry. You shouldn't of found out like that. I didn't mean to hurt you." Whitney looked into Fox's eyes. He stared into her eyes as tears started to build up and his soul feel with pain. "I'm sorry Fox. Look I understand that you hate me and will always hate me for what I did....You know what just kill me Fox. My life is already ruined enough. I lied to you and I lost you forever."
"Your life isn't ruined Whitney. You still have Chad to be sick with." Fox said to her. That made her cry even harder. "You can cry your heart out Whit. I will never forgive you." Fox said. He stared at her as she cried. She fell to the ground and started pulling on her hair. Fox just stared down at her. "Whitney, get up. Your embarrassing your self." Whitney wouldn't get up she kept crying harder and harder. She managed to pull some of her hair out and that made Fox pull her up off the ground. "Whitney, stop it. Just go home okay. I don't want to see you." Fox said. Kay came out of the restroom with fresh clothes and her hair was down with a rose tucked behind her ear. Fox turned towards Kay. "You look beautiful Kay. Far more beautiful than Whitney inside and out." Whitney was in so much pain she ran out of the room, down the stairs and she tripped and fell.
"Finally we can have some peace and quiet." Fox said to Kay as he kissed her on her forehead. "Yeah, how about you go down stairs and get us some whine. It's in the cabinet by the table. "I'll do just that." Fox kissed Kay on her cheek before he left.
Fox walked out of the room to find Whitney lying at the bottom of the stairway. Fox ran down the stairs to Whitney. "Whitney, Whitney. Get up." Fox pulled her up into his arms but she seemed to be unconscious. Her head was bleeding and it looked as if she were dead. One minute she was crying and the next at the bottom of the floor bleeding. "Whit, get up. Please." Fox said beginning to worry. Kay heard what was going on so she walked out of her room to where Fox was. "Hey, She got her wish. She wanted to die so just leave her." Kay said kneeling down next to Fox. "We can't leave her here." Fox picked her up and started walking towards the couch. He tried to place her gently on the couch but Kay had accidentally bumped into him with ice for her head. That caused Whitney to cough up blood even though she was still unconscious.
Kay gasped. "Oh my gosh. I was just trying get the ice and I bumped into you...."
"It's okay. She'll be alright." Fox said lifting her up to wrap her head up. Then he got some extra pillows and a blanket for Whitney. Kay helped him get the pillows and made Whitney more comfortable. About 10 minutes later Fox couldn't help but to stare at Whitney when she was unconscious. He was still mad at her for what she did to him. She lied to him and gave his child up for adoption because Fox wasn't the biological father. She didn't want to marry him and she slept with her half brother during the tsunami. He was heartbroken for alot of things.
Kay sat in his lap and looked at Whitney and then at Fox. She stared into Fox's beautiful brown eyes. "I can see that you still care about her. You know you don't deserve this. I mean she lied continuously to you and now she wants you to forgive her. You need someone that will treat you right."
Fox frowned. "I don't deserve this and I don't care about her anymore. I just don't think it's right for her to die like this." Fox said then he kissed her on her lips and the kiss turned into something more. He felt something for Kay when he had kissed her. Was it lust or something more.
Before they got to into it Whitney woke up. "Where am I." Whitney looked around and saw Kay sitting on Fox's lap kissing him. That made her angry again. "Fox, look I understand that you hate me right now but that doesn't mean you have to move on so quickly." Whitney said. "Look I am in no position to talk. I treated you like dirt." Whitney got off the couch and motioned towards the door but was stopped by Fox. "Whitney, it's best if we don't talk for awhile. I need some time to get over this and over you." A tear came down Whitney's face as she turned and left.
Weeks has passed by since Fox had found out that Whitney had lied to him and that Miles isn't really his son. He still didn't know why Whitney wouldn't of just told him the truth instead of lying. It would of been less painful and more understanding.
Fox and Kay are getting closer and Whitney has been down in the dumps. She feels horrible for what she did to Fox. She didn't mean to break his heart. Chad is happier than ever that Miles' is his biological son. He has been trying to communicate with Whitney but she refuses to talk to him. Days and days continue to go by but the pain is still there. Will they finally get over it?
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The Blue Note--Chapter 2
Fox was in his silver Lexus with Kay in front of the Blue Note. They were listening to Jet - Look what you've done. That reminded him of Whitney.
~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~
Back in L.A. on the Beach. Fox and Whitney were sitting on a blanket with a big umbrella thingy over them.
"You want something cold to drink Whit. It's getting kind of hot out here." Fox said to Whitney fanning his self. Whitney smiled at Fox and fanned her self too because it was really hot. "Thanks Fox. Your are something special. I'll take a strawberry smoothie." She smiled as Fox got up and dusted his swim trunks off. He came back with one big strawberry smoothie and one straw. Whitney started to laugh as he came up to her with a big strawberry smoothie and one straw. "You actually think I can drink that all by myself." Whitney said while giggling. Fox smiled and said, "Actually no, I was thinking we could share it." Fox plopped down next to her with the smoothie. She took a sip then he did after her.
~~~~~End flashback~~~~~
He fell in to a deep memory of him and Whitney.
~~~~~Oh, look what you've done you've made a fool of everyone. Oh it seems like such fun until you lose what you have won. Oh, look what you've done you've made a fool of everyone.~~~~~
~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~
Fox and Whitney were in the living room eating popcorn and drinking soda together one night watching tons of movies. They fell asleep on the couch at around 2 in the morning. Fox woke up 3 in the morning and him and Whitney were still on the couch. Chad still wasn't back yet and he didn't know why. He looked over at Whitney while she was asleep. He thought she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. He loved her but she could never find out, at least not yet.
He cuddled up next to her and kissed her on the forehead and then her cheek. "I love you, Whitney." With that she woke up and looked around. "Oh, I fell asleep. I am such an idiot."
"Then that will make both of us idiots because I fell asleep too." Fox said to her as he stroked her hair. She was staring into his brown eyes as she said, "We better get to our rooms. Chad would be worried if he saw us together on the couch."
"Why would he get mad if we didn't do anything." Fox said as he stroked her cheek.
"Yeah, I know but you know how he is. He gets jealous easily." Whitney put her hand where he was stroking her cheek and smiled. "We better get to our rooms though, really."
"Okay, Whitney. Whatever you say we'll do." Fox said seductively.
"Fox, what do you mean." While she took her hand off his. "I mean if you want to go to bed we'll go to bed.......If you want to...... stay up and talk then we can stay up and talk." He said as he moved in closer to Whitney. Whitney moved in closer too and pretty soon they were kissing very passionately. They were so into the kiss they started taking off each others clothes. "Fox, you think we should do this." Whitney said out of breath. "Don't talk, you'll ruin it." Fox continued kissing Whitney. He started licking her neck and all the way down to her navel. "Oh, Fox. I love you." That made him go lower to her..............
~~~~End of flashback~~~~~~
"Hello, Earth to Fox." Kay said playfully. "Are you alright there."
"Yeah....Yeah....I..I'm fine. Just a memory." Fox said trying to shake off the memory.
"You were thinking about Whitney weren't you." Kay said starting to unbuckle her seat belt.
"No, well....yeah....but It's nothing. Look we better get going." Fox said as he turned his car off and got out of the car. He quickly walked to the other side to open the door for Kay. That made Kay blush. She'd never been with such a gentlemen. Unlike Miguel he left her for Charity a girl that doesn't want him anymore. "Thanks Fox. You are so sweet." Kay kissed Fox sweetly on the lips and grabbed his hand.
They both walked into the Blue Note with a smile on their faces. Soft music was playing at the time and people were mingling. Fox and Kay sat down in one of the booths because Kay wanted to sit down some were relaxing and comfortable.
A man dressed like a waiter came up to their table. "Would you like anything to drink tonight."
"Yeah, I'll take a Margarita and she'll have a...." Fox lingered on so Kay could fill in the blank.
"A Margarita as well." Kay said to the waiter. "Okay your drinks will be here in a few minutes." Just then it got quiet and someone with long beautiful curly hair got on stage wearing a sparkly red dress. Fox was speechless as he saw her make her way to the center of the stage. She started to sing and it made Fox think about why she had lied to him all this time. He was still hurt from that and he doesn't think he'll ever forgive her for what she'd done.
~~~And oh oh oh I....I cant breathe....feels like my whole world is falling.~~~~
"Fox, it's better if we leave. It's to painful for you to sit here and watch her sing like this." Kay said with a concerned look. The room was filled with silence and they only person Fox could here was Whitney singing. Her voice was like an angel to him. He didn't know why she had done him so wrong.
The song had ended and Fox snapped out of his trance. He looked around and saw Kay sitting next to him. He shook his head and took a big gulp of his margarita. "Did you say something?"
"Yeah, but never mind. It must have not been to important if you didn't answer back." Kay said starting to get riled up from Fox not listening to her. Fox looked at Kay confused. "Kay I was listening but I didn't really hear you. I was just thinking about how Whitney could do me the way she did. It just hurts you know." Fox took another gulp of his drink. "Anyways enough about me, lets hear about you."
"Well, I was thinking we could like leave because I think it will be to painful to sit here and listen to Whitney sing her heart out like that." Kay said beginning to caress Fox's cheek. Fox took one last glance at Whitney's beautiful tear soaked face as she sung. 'Whitney I loved you. I just don't know why you couldn't love me back.' Fox said to his self.
"I think it is best if we leave. I mean I can't bear to hear Whitney's voice any longer." Fox sadly said to Kay. Kay felt sorry for Fox. He didn't deserve this. Not after all he did for Whitney. "Okay, how about we go out for Ice cream on our way home." Kay said trying to cheer poor Fox up. "Yeah, that would be great."
Fox and Kay finished their drinks and were on there way out when Whitney ran off stage to Fox. Fox didn't know why all of sudden it was silent so he turned around and Whitney came jumping into his arms. She kissed him so passionately it felt like they were floating. Fox held on to her tightly as she kissed him. (He was also kissing her. He missed her.) Whitney broke the kiss and a tear came down her cheek. "I love you Fox and I want us to work this out." Just before he could say anything Kay interrupted. "Fox we should go. I know you don't want to talk to Whitney right now. It's to painful." Fox looked deeply into Whitney's eyes. 'Whitney you are so beautiful' He said to his self.
"Whitney, I'm sorry. I don't want to talk right now." Fox put her down and turned and walked away leaving her cold and lonely. It felt like a thousand knifes had been thrown in her heart when he left. She couldn't take it anymore. She had to do something, something that would make Fox see her more often.
"I know. I'll go talk to Theresa. She lives in the mansion now so maybe she can let me stay with her." Whitney was relieved as she thought of living in the mansion. She would see Fox on a regular basis since he moved back into the mansion and he would have to forgive her then. He just has to or does he?
Meanwhile
Fox and Kay went out to get some Ice Cream to get some things off their mind. Half an hour later they were back at their homes. Kay was at her home and Fox was at his. Fox was lying in his bed thinking about today and Whitney. How she had desperately jumped into his arms and kissed him. That kiss made him fall back in love with Whitney, but how could he fall back in love with Whitney if he never fell out of love. He didn't know why he hadn't, even though Whitney had lied to him. "I just have to move on Whitney. It's to painful." Fox got up out of his bed and went into the restroom to take a hot shower. That would help alot.
Downstairs Theresa was talking with Ethan on the couch. "Ethan, you have to believe me. Gwen and Rebecca had something to do with the tabloid."
"Don't start this again Theresa. You have to move on from me and find someone new."
"How can you sit there and say that to me Ethan. You love me. At least I thought you did." Theresa got up and walked out of the living room.
Ethan quickly got up and followed after her. "Theresa, Theresa, wait. I do love you but Gwen is my wife and she doesn't deserve to be cheated on."
"Oh, she doesn't Ethan. When will you ever see that Gwen isn't who you think she is. Goodnight Ethan." Theresa turned and walked away from Ethan but paused when she heard a knock on the door. "I wonder who that could be at this time of the night." Theresa started to walk over to the door but Ethan stopped her. "Theresa, stay back. I don't think it's safe for you to open the door this time of the night."
"Since when did you care about my well being." Theresa put her hands on her hips. "Theresa you know I care about you and what happens to you. Look I'll go get the door." Ethan walked over to the door and opened it. To their surprise it was Whitney. "Whitney, what are you doing here. Is everything okay." Ethan stepped aside so she could walk in. She had her bags and stuff like she was moving in.
Theresa walked over to Whitney and grabbed her bags. "Did you get kicked out or something." "No, I wanted to move in to the mansion. Only if you let me stay." Theresa looked over at Ethan worried. "Okay, I'm sure Allister would let you stay." Ethan helped Whitney with her bags. "Whitney, why do you want to move into the mansion." Whitney looked like she was hiding something. "To be closer to Theresa. I hardly ever see her lately and I thought it would be nice to live in the mansion for a while. Besides I need to stay as far as possible from Chad."
Ethan looked at Theresa like 'She's up to something.' They all walked upstairs to a room for her to sleep in. "Thanks, I can handle the rest." Whitney said putting a very big suitcase on the bed. "Whitney, I'm going to go to bed okay. I'll see you in the morning. Maybe I can help you finish unpacking tomorrow."
"Yeah, that would be great." Whitney unpacked most of her things on her bed and went into the restroom. Theresa left out of the room and was on her way to her room only until she was stopped when she saw Ethan in the hallway. She hid so she could here what he was saying with out him knowing. "Theresa, I love you. I want to be with you not Gwen." Ethan pulled out a picture of Theresa. "You are so....." Ethan was cut off by Theresa. "So what. Sexy, beautiful, crazy." Ethan looked shocked. "How long have you been listening." Theresa smiled and flung her hair back. "Long enough to find out that you want to be with me not Gwen. This is your second time saying this. Why don't you follow your heart."
"I can't do that Theresa you know that." Ethan said to her. "Just shut up Ethan. You always say what you can't do. What about what you can do." Ethan put his hand to his forehead. "Theresa don't do this, please." Theresa eyes started to water. "I can't do this tonight. I'm going to bed." She walked away from Ethan but Ethan ran after her. When he grabbed her he accidentally grabbed her to hard. She pulled away from him and slapped him. "Get away from me." Theresa started to shout. Ethan was shocked that she had slapped him. "Shh, don't be so loud." He said. "I don't want to go to bed with you mad at me."
"Whatever Ethan. We're not mad at each other." Ethan caressed her cheek. "Thanks." Ethan said. Theresa kissed Ethan on the lips and ran to her room. Ethan touched his lips softly and smiled. "Theresa you are something else." Ethan went to his room and got in the bed.
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Pain--Chapter 3
It was a new day and the mansion was filled with silence. You could here the bird's chirping from outside and feel the sunlight gleaming on your face.
Fox was just getting out of the shower and was getting dressed. He walked over to his desk and turned on his JVC. He was listening to Jimmy Eat World - Pain. After he turned on his radio he walked over to his closet and pulled out a blue Hollister shirt that said #1 Surfer. He then grabbed some blue jeans that looked like the color had been worn out but hasn't, it was just the style. He topped that with some blue and white vans. (You know the sk8ter shoes). He quickly got dressed, turned his radio off and rushed down the stairs to get something to eat. He was starving for some reason. Maybe it was because he didn't eat much last night.
As he came down the stairs and frantically ran into the kitchen he came to a holt. He saw a light brown skin girl with beautiful curly hair sitting at the end of the table. He stared at her for what felt like hours. "What are you doing here." Fox walked closer to Whitney and hovered over her like a hawk. "That's no way to treat a guest." Whitney said with a playful voice. "What do you mean. Oh, you must be here for Theresa." Fox put his hand to his chin and pondered. "Your here to see Theresa aren't you." He said as he sat down next to her.
"Her too. But I'm not really.....here... to see anyone. I live her now Fox. Aren't you happy." Whitney jumped out of her seat with joy. Fox looked down at the table with sadness and anger at the same time. "No, how could I be happy that the the girl I loved broke my heart, not to mention into a billion pieces, is living in the mansion with me." Fox got up out of his chair and walked out of the kitchen. She stood there for a while thinking about what to do next. "Fox, I have to get you to forgive me. I just have to." She said as she walked out of the kitchen.
Upstairs in the library
Ethan was sitting down reading a book about conquering cases. He was a lawyer and wanted to be the best damn lawyer there is. Just then when he was getting into the book, Theresa came walking in wearing a school girl outfit. The skirt was really really short and she had her hair down in cute loose curls. She slowly walked close to were Ethan was and stopped. That got Ethan's full attention. He was so astonished of what she was wearing he dropped his book.
"Theresa, what are you doing." Ethan said trying to keep from drooling. His heart was beating so fast for her he didn't know what to do. Theresa put on a sexy smirk and continued to walk over to Ethan. "I want you Ethan." That made Ethan drop a sweat. She slowly walked closer and closer until she got to the table Ethan was sitting at. You see Ethan was sitting with his chair kind of away from the table so that gave Theresa room to get on him. She started kissing his neck softly and then started to suck on his neck. Ethan couldn't help but to enjoy it because he hasn't been with Theresa in a very long time. (He's not a player or anything he's just with the wrong girl and doesn't want to hurt Gwen, like leaving her for Theresa.)
Theresa started to do small little kisses all the way up until she got to his mouth. Ethan's breathing quickened as she did that. Then she started kissing him moving her tongue in and out of his mouth. Not to our surprise he kissed her back. Ethan had his arms around Theresa at the moment but then he took his right hand to run his fingers through Theresa's hair as he kissed her. He loved doing that to Theresa for some reason. Maybe because her hair is soft and long unlike Gwen.
But then Ethan realized he was still married to Gwen and he didn't want to do this to her. Ethan took his hand away from her hair and broke the kiss which was hard to do since he was enjoying it. "T-Theresa, we can't do this. I'm married to Gwen." but that didn't stop Theresa. She slowly ran her hands down his back trying to make him forget about Gwen. "Th-Theresa, s-stop." Ethan said like he was losing control. She knew she had him, she could tell in his voice, so she pulled of his shirt and drew imaginary circles on his bare chest.
"Theresa." Ethan said with sex in his voice. She started to kiss his chest. He put his arms back around her. He couldn't take the pressure anymore. He pulled her of off him and sat her on the table. Then he was staring into her big brown eyes. She was so beautiful to him and made him feel good when ever she was around. He slid his hands up her shirt slowly massaging her waist until he got close around her breast he then unsnapped her bra. He moved his hands back around to her breast. He massaged them gently for awhile until she started to make soft moans.
Theresa was out of control of what Ethan was doing to her. She didn't think he would ever give in. At least not while he was married to Gwen. He continued to make her feel good. He pulled her shirt off and took off her bra. He put his warm mouth on her nipple and licked around them. He lifted her skirt up some more revealing her red thong. It went with her red checkered school girl outfit. He slid her panties down to her knees then he looked up at her. She looked into his eyes with excitement.
First he took of her shoes leaving only her socks on and then pulled her panties completely off. She watched him as he pulled them down. He then slid her further back across the table where she could lay down. He unbuttoned his pants and took them off along with his boxers. Then he got on the table to were her legs were and he slid two fingers in her clit. He slid them in and out slowly to tease Theresa. More soft moans came from Theresa. Pretty soon Ethan was inside Theresa. Theresa was beginning to get loud but Ethan didn't care anymore he was to into it.
He kept thrusting harder and harder until finally they both climaxed. (couldn't find a better word.) He didn't feel any regrets as he got off of Theresa. They both got off of the table and started to get dress. Ethan was silent. That made Theresa worry. "Look, Ethan I'm sorry."
Ethan just continued to get dressed. "Ethan, I just wanted...." She was cut off. "To make love to me, I know Theresa." He finished getting dressed and kissed her softly on the lips. "I'm going to take a shower and check on Gwen." Theresa was kind of disappointed he was leaving her right after they made love but she understood. Ethan was still married to Gwen she couldn't have him all to her self.
"Tell me you love me Ethan." She said with a hint of sadness in her voice. Ethan stared at her for awhile. "Well, are you going to tell me. Oh, you don't love me anymore I see." She walked away from him to behind the bookcase. Ethan shook his head and followed her. "Theresa, you know I care about you and I do love you." Theresa's face lit up with joy as she heard Ethan say those words. "I just needed to hear it again." She walked up close to Ethan and kissed him again on his lips. "Okay, you better go take a shower and quick because if Gwen smells me on you she'll go crazy." Ethan nodded his head and kissed her on her lips gently. With that Ethan left the library and Theresa followed after.
Outside by the pool area
Fox was sitting at the table eating breakfast. 'Whitney, how could you do this to me and then expect me to forgive you.' He said to himself. Just then Whitney sat down beside him. He looked at her with pain in his eyes. "Fox, can we talk now?" Fox remained silent and continued eating. "Fox, I love you." Fox looked at her again and back down at his plate. He finished eating his breakfast and stared Whitney in the eyes. He saw that she was sincere but he still didn't want to forgive her.
He got up and walked over to were the pool was. Whitney quickly followed him like a puppy that didn't know what to do. "What do you want Whitney."
"I want you to forgive me." Whitney try to grab Fox's arm but he backed away. "Fox, say something."
"I hate you Whitney. You lied to me. Just give up okay." Fox walked over closer to the pool. Whitney followed him. "Quit following me. I don't want to talk to you. You made a mistake by moving in to the mansion because I'm not going to talk to you. It's just a waste of time." Tears filled Whitney's eyes. "Fox, you don't mean that. You still love me don't you." Whitney was standing in front of Fox by the pool and she backed up and fell inside. "Whitney!" Fox jumped in after her. She was at the bottom laying there. 'She's probably doing this on purpose so I can help her.' He picked her up anyway and carried her to the top of the pool.
He got out of the pool with her in his arms and laid her down on the floor. She wasn't moving and he couldn't tell if she was breathing so he started to worry. "Whitney?" He questioned. He put his head to her chest to see if she was still breathing but it wasn't helping. 'I know what will wake her up.' He picked her up into his arms and carried her over to the gazebo. He sat down with her in his arms and kissed her on the lips. He pushed his tongue into her mouth and continued kissing her softly. He moved his right hand down to her pants and unbuttoned them. He slid her pants down to her knees then pulled her panties down. He slid two of his fingers inside of her slowly then he looked up at her. She looked like she was enjoying it.
He slid them in and out of her slowly until he heard a soft moan. "Fox." She said softly. He stopped and pulled her panties and pants all the way off and then stood up. He sat her down at the edge of the couch. Then he kneeled down and spreaded her legs apart beggining to lick in between her legs. He pushed his tongue inside of her and began to eat her out. Her eyes were wide open now and she started to softly call Fox's name.
Suddenely Fox stopped and looked Whitney in her eyes. She looked at him like she wanted more. "Don't stop." Fox stood up and gave her her pants. "Fox, please. More."
"I'm sorry Whitney." He started to walk away but Whitney stopped him. "NO, don't leave me. Fox, I love you." She got on her tippy toes to kiss Fox and she wrapped her arms around his neck to keep balance. They continued to kiss until he parted his lips with hers. "Enough Whitney, I'm leaving. You broke my heart I just remebered that when I was kissing you." Fox turned and walked away. Whitney let him go this time because she knew she had hurt Fox to many times. "I love you Fox and will always love you." She said softly to herself then she headed back to the mansion.
Later on around Noon
Fox was in the kitchen grabbing him something quick to eat then he got in his red crysler 2005. He was on his way to go see Kay but then he saw Whitney sitting down on the bench. It looked like she was crying but he couldn't tell so he got out of his car and sat beside her. She was crying so hard she could hardly breathe. Fox knew she was sorry about what she had did to him but he didn't want to forgive her yet not until she felt the pain that he felt when she didn't want to admit her love for him. Feel the pain when she turned down his proposal and the pain when she continued to be with Chad. When she put his so called son up for adoption and lied to him about Miles bieng his son. He just sat there beside and let her cry her eyes out. "F...Fox...forgive....forgive me...please." She said in between sobs.
"Stop crying, It isn't helping."
"How could you say that Fox, I want to start this over so bad that I'll do anything. I'll spend the rest of my life trying to get you to forgive me." He wiped a tear away from her face. "Then thats just what you'll have to do." That made her so angry inside she stood up and started to shout. "If you don't want to forgive me why did you do what you did to me when you thought I drowned. You knew I was okay but you just couldn't keep your hands off of me. Even after you heard me call your name you kept on doing it. You say you hate me and you don't want to forgive me then why are you fucking here why are you right here beside me. I saw you were on your way to Kay or whoever but you saw me and you got out of your car to see me. I don't get it Fox, your confusing me."
"The only reason I did what I did to you was to wake you up." Fox shouted.
"Then explain why did you continue after you heard me call your...." She was cut off by Fox.
"I got carried away." Fox shouted back at her. They were arguing. The first time they argued like this.
"Yeah right Fox and you say you hate me. I don't think so. You still love me Fox I can tell you do."
"I do hate you for what you did to me. I don't want to be with you I want to be with Kay. I love Kay more than I ever loved you. So even if I forgive you I'm not going to be with you."
"You barely even know Kay." Whitney said with sadness and fear that he would be with Kay and not her.
"Yes I do know her and she's beautiful. She knows how to treat a guy when they bend over backwards for her."
"No, Fox If you would just forgive me I would never hurt you the way I did." Whitney cried.
"How can I forgive you when you told me that Miles' was my son and he wasn't. That really hurts Whitney." Fox's voice began to crack.
"I know Fox and I want to make it better. I want to start this over. If only you would forgive me I'll show you I mean it." She said with tears still streaming down her face.
Silence was in between them for what felt like hours. The bad memories of him and Whitney were in his head. Her with Chad and lying to him about Miles'. It built up inside of him like bricks. He wanted to forgive Whitney but he didn't want to be with her. He wanted to be with Kay.
"I forgive you Whitney." He said to her. She jumped into his arms with joy. Fox automatically held her when she jumped in his arms. "Thank you Fox, I thought I was going to die if you hadn't forgave me." She kissed him on his cheek and then on his lips that turned into another really long kiss.
~THE END~
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